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Thanks Be to God, Alleluia!

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Dear Lord,

Thank You for all the good gifts in my life.  Thanks for the sunshine and the rain.  Thanks for the people to love and cars and pets and houses and computers and all the fun things that my life holds.

I pray for faith for the people I love.  I pray for my little Hannah who You know so well.  I pray that she will be able to have her First Holy Communion in May and that I will be able to be there.  And that her faith journey continue.

I pray for my mom in her old age.  Comfort her in her infirmities.  Surround her with Your love.

Your child,

Mary

Seven Quick Takes, Eastertide

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Jennifer Fulwiler hosts this meme.  Go around visiting the rest.

1. Lent is Over!  As I was driving home from Q on Easter and really sleepy, I knew I needed something to wake me up.  I turned on the radio and couldn't get reception for the Catholic station I had limited myself to for Lent.  I turned the radio off.  Then it occurred to me that Lent is Over!  I turned on the radio again and rounded through stations to find something to listen to that would keep me awake.

2. Our old cats have required a lot of attention from our vet lately.  My little fat cat Mr. Wu needed thyroid surgery and a couple of teeth pulled.  The old cat Mr. D is 19.  There is no cure for old age.  He has needed various tests and courses of antibiotics.  I am rather tired of spending all my time and money on these beasts.
But, despite my dire predictions, the old cat seems to be reviving somewhat.


3. I am turning 60 this year.  I have decided that the in the summer of 2014 I want to go to the Holy Land.  It is my goal. This summer I plan to go to Oklahoma for a few days with my sister.  I would like to hit Virginia with my husband (to visit my uncle and brother who live out there).  I will probably slide up to Chicago at least once to visit my little niece who is moving up there with her mom.

4.  I went up to Q on Holy Saturday to stay with my mom.  We went to St. Francis Solanus for Easter services.  It was packed, as it always is for Easter. I believe there were people sitting on the stairs to the choir loft and up in the loft.  I spent many an Easter at Mass in my childhood in those two spots.

5. I was off of school on Easter Monday with a lot of stuff to catch up on. Then the internet went down and I stomped around the house for a few minutes.  I rebooted the computer and it came back up. I have a video teaching assignment due next Monday at school.  I can't get it done.  So far.  I have discovered that my phone may be the best bet for a camera to load to You. tobe.

6. On Wednesday I stayed at school for the welcome to 6th grade event for the 5th graders who will join us next year.  I was wiped by 9pm when I got home.

7. Thursday it was book club after school and then an evening home.  Praise to the Lord!


Happy Birthday!

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So once upon a time a long, long time ago my dearest friend called me up on a winter's evening and screamed--We met the guy you're going to marry!  The royal "we" was she and her roommate, my dearest friends and sisters in Christ.  After discussing the merits of this "guy" it didn't seem to me that he had anything to recommend himself to me, but I kept and open mind. 

I finally met him on St. Valentine's day at a Methodist prayer meeting, the only two Catholics at the Wednesday night prayer meeting.  He held my coat.  But, after that, we didn't even see each other much. Until one summer day when he just "happened" to be going past my apartment. (On the other side of town from where he lived and in a parking lot difficult to navigate even if you happened to live there.) He took me out to lunch and we started dating and the rest as they say is history.

And in December 1978 I fulfilled my friend's prediction--I married him in the Charismatic Catholic Church and became a sailor's wife and saw the world until he retired from that and settled down in St. Louis.  And he went on to work in computers and raise cats. We lead a prayer group together and can often be found at church.

And today is his birthday!  Happy Birthday, Honey.  I wish you a great and restful day.  And many more.

Sunday Prayers

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Rejoice in the Lord.  Again I say rejoice! Amen

Lost and Found

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When I went up to my mom's place in Quincy at the beginning of Lent I had a mishap with the security door and stuff flew out of my open bag all over the lobby floor.  I hastily stuffed everything back in it and went  on up to Mom's apartment.  At least I thought I stuffed everything in, but the next morning I couldn't find my makeup case.  I thought I must have forgotten to pack it back at home.

But when I got home, it wasn't here either.  I prayed about it and searched through the luggage and decided there were two possibilities--either it had somehow fallen under the bed in the spare room where I sleep at Mom's or I had lost it in the lobby and it was gone for good.  I fretted a bit about it.  I don't wear a lot of make up.  I wasn't sure whether there might have been a pair of silver earrings in the case.  I considered having Mom check under the bed, or look in the 'lost and found' at her place, but considered that at 91 Mom might get that project confused or forget about it even if I asked her.

So, I gave up the make up case.  I decided that the make up could easily be replaced and I have other cases.  I just had to give it up.  There was no other place to search.  I gave up fretting about it as a Lenten sacrifice. When I thought of it though out Lent, I offered up my loss as a sacrifice.

When I went up to Mom's on Holy Saturday for Easter, I checked under the bed in the spare room, but as I expected, no luck. I came back from Mom's on Easter Sunday.  As I unpacked my stuff, I discovered in a zippered compartment, that little red make up case.  I thought I had looked in that compartment. I thought I had looked twice, but there it was.  Lent was over and what was lost was found.  I am sure there is a metaphor in there somewhere.
(And a lesson.)

Over Exposed

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How many of you post on Youtube?  Raise your hands, don't be shy now.  Post on Youtube, anyone?  Probably lots of you do because you aren't going to be 60 this year.  But I didn't until last Friday have anything posted on Youtube.  And now I do and my life is complete. (Not really.)

But, seriously, I have always thought of myself as a modern woman even though I can remember when John Kennedy was shot (I was in 5th grade) and I remember sitting with my dad and uncle one summer night looking at the moon and wondering whether man would ever walk on it, or live on it one day.  Mid-century modern was my childhood.

I remember a math course at my university where we got to see the computer that the university owned--it took up a whole building.  I wrote punch cards to play 21 with it in that class.  I was so proud.  Then jumping forward my hubby had a Commodore 64 (early computer) and word processing seemed like a dream come true. (Maybe that was after the 64).  I have played Tetrus and written my Master's thesis on computers.  We were part of AOL for a while and my computer told me--You've got mail.

I have had email addresses for a long time.  I started this blog some years ago and learned to load photos and link and do all the bloggity things I wanted to do.  But, Youtube was almost the death of me.  I had to load 5 videos to Youtube by April 8th to be part of the group who were flipping their classrooms at my school.   I had to record myself teaching various things, which I did.  But the format of the video was wrong.  Then I tried to use my cell and for reasons that would wear me out to explain, but I do understand, it just didn't work.

Finally, I got the principal to give me back my library's camera and it worked.  I hate listening to my voice and my speech issues--I didn't know I had them. I loaded those babies to Youtube.  And they won't be seen on this blog.  But, they are useful for teaching to kids who need to know how to use databases and my catalog online and other useful things. And now I have joined the ranks of the overexposed universe who are out there on the World Wide Web in every way possible.

Drinking More Deeply

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On Good Friday my hubby and I began the Chaplet of Divine Mercy Novena.  As Novena's go it is short and sweet.  We often fit the day's prayers in at bedtime.  I am not normally a big Chaplet fan.  It isn't that I don't get the wonderful mercy of God and want to pray about it, it is rather that the formal wording and the repetition just sounds foreign and a little robotic to my ears.  Without the mysteries to meditate on like the Rosary, the Chaplet seems to me like the same words said over and over.

But, I was game for nine days.  And the themes of the Chaplet during the Novena are very touching.  I didn't expect much except a little offered prayer time.  Nothing wrong with that in my book.

We finished off with a Chaplet event at church on Divine Mercy Sunday which my hubby had to plan and lead.  It was a little nerve wracking to plan something like that.  But it turned out fine.  Great really.  The Holy Spirit must have had a plan, because it all came together as though we had practiced it.

This is the thing I have to report.  I really got something out of the Divine Mercy Chaplet and the Novena this year.  It is difficult to put it down here in words. I don't have the words to express exactly how it all touched me.  The best description I can use is to say that this year I felt as though I drank a little deeper in the waters of Salvation.  I had just a twinkling more of understanding of the great love that God has for me.  Christ's sorrowful passion became just a touch more personal to me. Praying the Chaplet pulled me farther into the mystery.

It reminds me to be open to new or different prayers and occasions to grow in faith.  God is calling me, loving me every minute.  He provides multiple opportunities to come to know Him and love Him better.

Thank You, Lord

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Dear Lord,

Thanks for the beauty of the spring. When I reflect on the beauty of the redbuds against the blue sky, I can see how perfect and beautiful Your plan for creation is.  I praise You and I thank You.

And thanks for the assist getting that pesky video project done.  And I lift up Connie having heart surgery Tuesday.  And my little God-daughter finishing her first week in her new school.  And for the new babies of the past couple of weeks.....

Your beloved daughter,
Mary

7 QTs

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Jennifer Fulwiler and her new baby boy are hosting this meme. Prayers for the new little boy who was admitted to NICU for some problems in breathing!

1. My husband had a birthday this past weekend.  We went out to RibCity.  I have been to enough bbq places lately I should write an in depth review of all the places.  RibCity was in a terrible location as in hard to get to, but it was good eating.

2. On Sunday my husband planned and executed our parish Divine Mercy Chaplet event.  We had prayed the Novena and so it was nice to finish with a chaplet at church. As priests get further stretched, I suppose there will be more lay leadership in things not involving sacraments.  Hubby would have loved to have had Adoration or the Eucharist and Confessions, but he did what he could and it was a lovely service.

3. My mom reported that my brother got his family moved up to the Chicago area.  He is staying in Q to finish his job until retirement and to sell the house.  It  may be an 18 month process.  I am praying so much that my sister in law (who isn't Catholic) will let my niece return to Q for her First Holy Communion with her class in May.  But, God's will be done.

4. Monday I worked and hubby took  the day off.  I had a meeting after school about the flipped teaching videos.  I was able to make more than five.  I hate listening to my voice.  I hate seeing my face.  But, I proved I was not the incompetent old lady.  I did it!  And the grant for the Ipads didn't go through.  But maybe next year! Because I signed my contract and will be the librarian again this year.

5. Tuesday at school I had a meeting to prepare for state testing.  There are so many rules about the testing these days.  I will have a group to test this year. 

Tuesday evening was prayer group. Lately the numbers have varied wildly.  We might have almost 20 or we might have 5. We had a dozen this week.  A dozen is a nice number.

6. Wednesday was my Yayas women's group. There were tornado  sirens after we all got together.  We went to the basement.  As one member said-- Maybe we should light the candles before the power goes out, the power went out.  The hostess' husband in Seattle called later to tell her that the tornadoes had moved out of the area.  We finished up our conversations and drove home.  It was a little scary to drive home with the power out all over and the branches blown into the street.

The power was out at home and we went to bed.  The next morning I discovered that my computer wasn't working.  We have a surge protector, but the power blinking could have done something to it.

7. Thursday a "snow day" was called because the tornado had touched down in my school district.  They were dealing with the damage, downed trees, and power outages.  This is a day in May that I won't get back.  I will have to stay in school longer to make up for it. Below is the only "snow" I see today.

Goin' to the Lake!

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I'm going to the Lake of the O's to the librarian's conference. The last time I was at this conference was 2009.  And while you may like to picture a bunch of pruny old ladies in buns, and we are more women than men, we are pretty media savvy folks.  We play with technology.  We use databases.

I like these people, these library people.  We speak of inventory and check out and over dues and what one does when the computers go down and what we are thinking of for ebooks.  We like to meet authors and read books.

At the conference I will get free stuff.  I will get Ideas.  I will meet people.  I will eat and laugh and walk a bit.  It should be fun at the Lake this year.

Sunday Prayers

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Lord, give me the courage to be a bold witness to Your love. Amen

Ides of April

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April 15th is the average last frost day of the year around these parts.  Sometimes we have a later frost, but we all agree to really complain about it if we do.  Sometimes we have an early spring and temperatures feel like summer on this day.  That's how things roll in the middle of the middle of the United States.

The biggest difficulty with the frost to 80s temperature shift in 24 hours is the wind it brings.  Sometimes the winds are called "sheer" or straight line winds, and sometimes they rotate and form tornadoes.  Tornadoes are like hurricanes only faster and more intense.  They do a lot of damage.

Everybody who lives around these parts has a tornado story or two to tell.  Tornadoes are a big deal.  The tornado that hit my neighborhood a couple of years ago is finally being completely erased.  Two houses in my neighborhood were completely torn down and await some one's new dream to replace.  There are a smattering of others that are finally being put back together.  It takes time to heal the wounds.

A tornado hit this past Wednesday night in my school district.  Many homes were destroyed.  School was called off on Thursday.  But, praise God, nobody was seriously injured, nobody was killed.  Like ants we humans will go about the task of righting the situation, rebuilding the homes, clearing away the debris. 

I was sitting in the basement of the house of a friend with my "Yaya" women's group sisters.  The Catholicism DVD we planned to watch was cut off by the power outage.  But it was good to be together praying to the Lord.

Salvation Belongs to God

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Let me start by saying--I don't have the answers, I have a lot of questions.  I have suppositions and judgments but no answers.  Who will be saved?

If everybody is saved because God is love, then does it matter what we do, or don't do?

And if we will all be saved then why did Christ die such an ugly painful death?  And if the death had to be that way, why not quietly and without all the Gospels, because if all are saved, then do we really have to know about all that ugliness?

So, it would seem to me that there is potential for all not to be saved.  There is potential for me not to be saved. That is why I have to know about all that is contained in the New Testament.  I could probably quote lines of Scripture here about salvation and what is required.  There are good guidelines there for sure.

God is the judge.  Salvation is His.  All I can try to do is grow closer to Him through my Lord Jesus Christ and try to bring others along to know Him.  Salvation does not depend upon what I do or don't do.  But, if I really love Him, there are things I will do and things I won't. I can try each day to dance in greater harmony and closer to Him.

Salvation belongs to God.  I love Him and want to spend eternity with Him. I hope in that.

Revenge

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I don't watch a lot of television these days.  I was a child of the 60s and I watched it all from My Mother the Car to Mister Ed and Ed Sullivan.....I watched them all.  But over the years either television has gotten worse or I have just grown tired of it. 

I never watched the show called Revenge, but I have seen previews. Not speaking from actual knowledge of the particular show but just speaking on the premise--that one should take of the cause of revenge, I have to say that show sounds like one of the most anti-Christian shows I have ever heard of.  Revenge isn't a Christian concept.

Remember that Christ called us to LOVE our enemies and do good to those who have harmed us?  That is tough stuff to swallow for sure. I had a great deal of trouble with forgiveness for quite a while.  Then I think God took me on a course of insults and curses and hardships of various kinds until I finally got it.  Forgive them, for they know not what they do.  Forgive them for my own sake.  Forgive them, because not forgiving does me harm.  Forgive them, because I want also to be forgiven. Forgive them because God loves them as much as He loves me.  Forgive them and leave them for the Lord to judge and school and fix.

Revenge as a show may be fascinating to watch.  I just hope that the idea that revenge is a good thing, doesn't seep into our already wounded culture.  Holding onto hatred and seeking revenge hurts the seeker more than the object of their hate.  Unforgiveness eats you away from the inside out. I hope that we can learn to seek reconciliation, forgiveness, and love and not hatred and revenge.

I Exalt Thee

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Dear Lord,

Thank you for all the pain that I didn't thank You for at the time.  Thank You for those crosses.  Sometimes I get a glimpse of salvation in the midst of the pain or in the reflection on it afterwards.  Sometimes all I can feel is the pain.  But, my hope and faith tells me that in infinite love you would not permit me to carry crosses for no purpose.  There is glory waiting when I dance with You in Heaven. All is well.

Sincerely, your beloved daughter,

Mary

Seven Quick Takes

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Jennifer Fulwiler hosts this meme.  Go around and visit the rest.

1. Last Friday was declared "Librarian Appreciation Day" at my school.  I was greeted by a poster featuring my photo on the door to the office and the door to the library.  As I told one of the children, sadly, I don't have to look at myself that much in my normal life.  I look at the mirror in the morning and for the most part that is it.  It was hard looking at that old lady and realizing that she is me.

But, other than that, the day was lovely.  They bought me lunch and made posters and the principal even sang to me in the announcements in the morning.  All in all I am glad it is finished.

2. On Saturday hubby and I had a retreat at church all day. We spent part of the retreat day at Creve Coeur Park.  The best part of that was, as I was walking around the lake I heard "Hi, Mom!" from behind me.  It was my son running the park.  He is training for a half marathon up in Q in May.


3. On Sunday I took off for the Lake of the Ozarks.  The Missouri Librarians were meeting this week.  I haven't gone down there for a few years.  I always learn a lot of new library tricks.  I got hooked on databases the first time I went to this conference.  I was doing the blog already by the second time I went down to the Lake.


The Sunday night keynote speakers were the guys who write Unshelved.  It is library humor. These librarian's wearing the tiaras get it. (I wasn't sure what the tiaras were all about.)


4. Monday continued the conference.  I learned about Common Core things and Scratch.  I looked at the new librarian evaluation scheme invented by my state.  And I had fun with my people.  Library Anns like me.

Monday night the winners of the book awards were announced and some of the last year's awardees spoke to us.  We heard from James Dashner and Jennifer Brown and Kirby Larson and Mary Netterby.  They are all really nice people.  But, I really like Jennifer Brown who wrote Hate List.

The winners were Out of My Mind and Girl, Stolen and Rot and Ruin in the bigger kids categories.

5. Tuesday I played with an iPad and decided that I really didn't want one.  And had a good brunch and drove home.

Next year this conference will be in St. Louis!  No three hour drive to get there. No staying in hotels.

I had prayer group in the evening. And I got word of the death of the mother of one of my women's group sisters who I huddled in the basement with during last week's tornado.  We had lifted B. up in prayer.  She had just passed the one year anniversary of going on hospice care.

6. Wednesday we began state testing at our school. I had a group of 3 students.  We will continue on with this through next week. It was good to get back to work. But, not to start with the testing.

7. Thursday, I got in trouble with teachers for letting eighth graders linger too long talking to me.  Two of my girls have told me they plan to have themselves assigned to spend the day with me before the school year ends. I had my after school book club. They are a hoot.  But, they really love books and reading.

Librarians at the Lake

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Last Sunday I went to Lake of the Ozarks to the Missouri School Librarians Conference.  It is a nice spring weekend/ early week trip.  It is fun to gather with other people who talk databases and technology and Common Core.  We really don't have sessions on overdues or the Dewey Decimal System or shushing as my brother suggested to me.

I enjoyed the comic artists of Unshelved.



I went to lots of banquets.


I met some authors. And took pictures of friends with them.



I had some views of the Lake.




I had a nice room without stairs to get to it, which had been the problem every other time I had been to this conference at this resort.
The view out my window is below.



On the way home I pulled over in the state capitol and took a couple of pictures. I have toured the capitol when my son was in 8th grade.
I like that there are two churches close to the capitol.

All in all it was a very good time.  But, great to go home again.

Sunday Prayers

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Lord, I wait for You.  I wait to hear Your voice.  I listen, but the noises of the world drown You out.  Lord, help me to hear Your whispers, Your love ever day of my life. Amen

Spring Progresses

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I heard somewhere that I can't recall that spring progresses north 17 miles a day.  Despite the melty snowflakes that landed on my car's windshield on Friday morning as I drove to work, spring is here.
The glorious and brief tulips are blooming.

The daffodils are finishing up.

The red tulips are gorgeous.


And better by twos.

And purple!

Grape hyacinth.

And opening leaf ready to unfurl.

Red and white tulip garden.

Dogwood ready to open.

More leaves opening.

Maple catkins.


Purple tulips again.

The pears at the bottom of the hill were blown around by the storms.

The garden.
I give you the glory of spring in St. Louis.  Praise be to God.

Library Ann

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Considering all the outright odd names I deal with on overdues, Library Ann would not be such an odd name for a daughter.  It would have been a good name for me.   I have been a library mouse my whole life.  Sometimes I see myself in the students who use the library a lot.  I was a quiet reader who knew a lot of books.

My book club this year comes closer to reflecting me own love a reading and to some extent my personality than any year of book club.  At least, I tend to think that.  One of my girls would look at me and say--You wish.  They don't see me as a reflection of themselves, older grayer, but a bibliovore--a book consumer.

But, recently, when they named themselves, I had to admit that perhaps we are farther apart than I had previously thought.  The group has decided that they are the "Fluffy Butts."  And despite all my efforts to get them to move on from that, they bring it up each week.  They want tee shirts.  It won't be happening.

If we had tee shirts made, I think Library Ann and Andy would be a better role model.
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